Sunday 22 April 2012

Kolkata Postscript

This is probably the last entry in our Kolkata blog, unless my fellow bloggers think of something else to write that is. I hope you have enjoyed sharing our physical, emotional and spiritual adventures over the past three weeks. We all have a lot to think about and reflect upon and I am sure that not one of us returned without being changed in some way. If you would like to follow those of us who are regular bloggers then you will see them added to the “useful links” on this page. A big thank-you for all our followers and contributors, to our team leaders Sian and Stuart Murray-Williams who were always there when we needed them with a word of encouragement or a wise word, but mostly I thank God for travelling mercy’s and for bringing our team safely home to our family, friends and churches. Praise Him!

 

 

Wednesday 18 April 2012

Reflections on Kolkata

You exit the cool of your air-conditioned room into the sauna hot and humid air of Kolkata, gather in the shade and then board two 4x4 vehicles to your next destination. The guard opens the compound gates and you merge into the chaos of taxi’s, buses, trams, motorbikes, cycles, auto’s, rickshaws of several different varieties, and delivery trucks. The families living on the pavement outside the compound wave and shout “uncle, baby-milk” as you drive into the maelstrom.


Auto’s – LPG powered three wheel transport
You head down the road, avoiding traffic coming in the wrong direction, pedestrians crossing on all sides, already starting to sweat from the heat even though the air-conditioning is doing its best. Out of the window it seems there are people everywhere, the roads are crammed with small, open, shop-fronts the size of garden sheds with similar businesses lined up together in different areas of the city; motorcycles spares and repair shop leak oil and smother grease onto the pavement itself crammed with people selling hot food and tea. Occasionally you pass a larger building, a shadow of its former glory, covered in black mould and soot, paint peeling off, often with trees and vines covering the exterior. People crouch half-naked in the street washing themselves at a tap at the edge of the road, or the dirty water from a burst water pipe as motorcycles - laden with father, mother, daughter, baby and produce - zoom perilously close to the mass of other vehicles and all the while the incessant sound of thousands of horns, saying ‘I am here, watch out for me.’
You pass through a surreal almost post-apocalypse landscape of old and decaying buildings, brightly painted government buildings – often in the deep-red and pale-yellow of the old East India Company – countless unfinished projects that seemingly lie abandoned. The detritus of human occupation is everywhere, rubbish litters the streets or decays in piles next to the side of the road, grime and dirt covers everything, and what seems like piles of rubbish neatly stacked against walls actually marks the presence of a street family who don’t have the means to build a shelter on the pavement.
The shops start to change, the beggars and street families disappear, the traffic starts to obey the traffic signals, and construction seems to be less unfinished and more work-in-progress. You notice a KFC, a music shop, a MacDonald’s, and lovely avenues of small trees line the pavements, smartly dressed 20-something Indians in western clothing and designer sunglasses exit their expensive cars and enter the air-conditioned western-style shops and coffee houses. You are in the wealthier part of town a haven for the high-caste, the educated and the rich (often an attribute of the same person), but still the cacophony of horn’s, the grime, the dust, the detritus.
You arrive at your destination and exit the heat and sweat of the vehicle back into the extraordinary heat of Kolkata, greeted by the head of today’s mission project and his staff. Taken into a grimy room, in a grimy building you sit in plastic garden chairs and aim for those situated under the many ceiling fans that will provide some respite from the heat, hoping that the air will dry off some of the sweat that runs down your face, back and legs. Someone gives you a glass of cool Pepsi and a small biscuit to welcome and refresh you.
People then start to tell you about the amazing work they are doing in Kolkata or in the villages around it; stories of thousands of conversions and hundreds of villages coming to faith; the need for more workers in the plentiful harvest; the faithful reliance and belief in the power of prayer. You are asked to give a word or to pray for those present and are whisked off to see day-schools and boarding schools where you sing and act out silly sketches for the children, and where they dance and sing in return.
Or maybe your meeting takes you out of the traffic of Kolkata onto dusty road’s that lead to the interior and past the throat searing stench of the tanners. The volume of traffic decreases but it is still nightmarishly scary as the taxis are replaced by trucks, the beautiful painting and decorations on the front obscured by dust and detritus. You speed past more unfinished projects, and skirt along the side of heavily polluted canal’s full of rubbish that spills into the canal from fly-tipping on the bank, or out of the back of someone’s house. Small industry’s pour their toxic waste-products, tipped with foam, into the waters turning it inky-black, dark-blue or a strange green. Water snakes pick their way through the detritus and occasionally children and adults search for fish in the waters from the bank or a small, rickety canoe. The trees become more numerous and tropical combining with fields of rice to provide an agricultural landscape. Refreshment shacks, small settlements, businesses, and men urinating at the side of the street in full view of passers-by. We drive through villages with scarcely enough room for our vehicle, crammed with people buying all kinds of foods and products from vendors on the side of the road, vehicles coming in the opposite direction and pedestrians seemingly unaware of the dangers of traffic. Arriving at your destination you exit the vehicle and walk into the village with its many bamboo walled and thatched houses, making your way through the cool of the shade from coconut palms to the centre of the village. You find a patch of ground where you encourage the local children to play games and sports, they join in – nervously at first and then exuberantly – and are joined by their mothers and fathers and other adults of the village. Your team sings a song, performs a sketch, you share a testimony – all translated by a member of the mission organisation you happen to be working with – and a local pastor finishes this off with a word from God and call for a response. You meet the village elders, say your goodbyes and return to your vehicle sweaty and exhausted in the knowledge that a dozen people have come to Christ and that a house church will be starting in that village.
You return through the Kolkata traffic to the safety of the compound, the gate opens whilst the street-families shout “uncle, baby-milk.” You exit the vehicle dishevelled and sweaty but not ready to consign yourself to the small room you share with your friend. In a small group you head out of the compound and stop and talk to the street-family, maybe sharing some food or giving them baby-milk you have recently bought at the supermarket, doubting in your head that they will use this for the twins Peter and Paul, or if they will sell it back to a shop and use the money for alcohol. The twins in filthy vests and no underwear clamour around you asking for food and sit on your lap as you rest on your haunches. You say your goodbyes and make your way past the sleeping dogs – covered in scars and running sores with masses of hair missing, constantly pestered by flies – getting ready to put in a swift kick if the dog should exhibit any sign of aggression knowing that a bite from one of these could result in rabies or any other disease that could see you admitted to one of the filthy, dilapidated hospitals of which there are plenty in Kolkata. The smells begin to assault your senses as you walk past trees where men and dogs have urinated or worse, past the wooden shacks selling spicy, aromatic food, past open drains of filthy water, or fragrant flowers growing from the wall of a former residence, itself now fully succumbed to the decay of Kolkata. And always the incessant sound of the traffic which you pick your way through, not gingerly now but aggressively like a local, watching both ways as drives do not always conform to the correct direction of the traffic. The heat, humidity, sun, smells and noise continue to offend your senses until you dive into the oasis that is an air-conditioned shopping mall, you browse past all the brightly coloured stalls selling everything from children’s clothes to watches and women’s underwear. You make your purchases, amazed at how ridiculously cheap it is for you, but how incredibly expensive it would be for someone on the average wage of 50 Rupees per day, equivalent to £62.5p.
On the walk back to the compound you take Park Street and stop off at the Supermarket to buy cold cans of coke and luxuries like chocolate and cashew nuts, you put the purchases in your rucksack so as not to attract the attention of the beggars. You walk past the street vendors now busy from the afternoon trade; rows of smartly-dressed businessman sit on a low wall eating rice and dhal with their hands as the owner buzzes around them refilling cups, delivering plates of food and taking money. His charcoal stove burns red hot, the smells and heat of his business add to the heat and smells you are already experiencing. You walk past rows of trucks and taxi’s with their drivers asleep with doors open, past the Mazda car showroom with its sparkling glass windows, protected behind a low wrought-iron, dilapidated fence where security guards patrol the forecourt and man a gate-house. Past the pretty Circular Road Baptist Church with its tall pale-yellow columns and green shrubs that spill out foliage through the fence.
You are back at the compound, you bang on the door and the security guard lets you in and gives you your room key and making your way through the compound with its tall trees, garden and lawn, the sound of the traffic somewhat quietened by the high walls but replaced by the cries of the dozens of hooded crows that call the compounds trees home. You enter the slight cooler accommodation block and make your way up the two flights of stairs and into the air-conditioned heaven of your room. The heat has taken its toll so you put of fresh clothes, close the curtains and lay on the bed, listening to the sound of the air-conditioning, babies occasionally crying in the homes that can be seen from your window. You lay there, exhausted by the heat, trying to process all that you have seen and heard that day to share at the group reflection time this evening. Will you ever come back to this grimy, dilapidated, smelly, unfinished, hot and humid city that is so full of life, but life often lived on the edge of death? Will you ever get to work with the amazing pastors, ministers and Christian in this enigmatic place, where there is a great sense of hope in God and the gospel and a harvest that is ripe? It is 3 o’clock, the hottest time of the day, the thermometer hits its peak and you drift off to sleep with all these thoughts in your head.


Tuesday 17 April 2012

Abagail's Story

Abigail is a little girl that we met this morning, the daughter of the head of the National Fellowship in India, Sunil. Her story is interesting. It began one evening when Sunil received a phone call from a family asking if he would take their new born baby, it was a girl and they didn’t want her, they wanted a boy. It’s a cultural thing that has horrific consequences, I have read quite often in the papers here about infanticide (the killing of a infant, in this case it is always a girl), abortions because the parents have found out the sex, fathers killing the baby in the womb of their daughters, all of this because of their determination to have a boy. We were shown some quite graphic pictures concerning this practice which statistically accounts for 7% of the population and if you work this out against the staggering birth rate 100+ girl’s per minute are being killed or allowed to die. Abigail’s story is a lot happier than this, Sunil and his wife went immediately and collected the girl who is now a healthy and quite confident girl, being brought up in a loving Christian home.
Abigail
The reality here is quite shocking, but it is the reality and it is important that we were exposed to the bare facts in some way during our trip. There are also other shocking practices and ordeals that infants have to go through such as the practice of dropping them from the top of a temple to a group of people holding a sheet below, as they drop they are said to collect the blessing of a god; some babies survive; some die, often of shock; some are injured and disabled.
We read in Isaiah 49:15 when God is asserting his commitment to Judah "Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne?” It seems that here in Kolkata she can.



Monday 16 April 2012

The god that cannot save

A couple of days ago a few of us visited the Kali temple in Calcutta. This is my reflection on the experience. I offer it as someone who believes that Jesus is the only hope for mankind.
Kali is the goddess of the city; the goddess of destruction, but also of time and change; some see her as a benevolent goddess. Saturday was a very busy day in the temple because it was New Year’s Day and many people were hoping to receive a blessing from her to bring them luck in the coming year.
In the courtyard of the temple was a little court with an altar, burning incense sticks, flowers, and two upright stones with just enough room to put your head in between. This is where the animals are sacrificed, and the upright stones were covered with blood. We saw people queuing up to put their head between them, pray, then kiss both stones. Just around the corner we saw a goat that had just been sacrificed, being skinned.
Three of us then went into the temple. It was unbelievably crowded, and around the idol there was an atmosphere of frenzy to try to get close and make an offering to the goddess.
I’m not very sensitive to spiritual atmospheres, and I do think its easy to persuade oneself that there is a sense of spiritual oppression in a place, but I think I detected a sense of darkness. Others said they certainly did. What I felt most (apart from mild panic inside that we might be separated, robbed, co-opted into an act of worship I wasn’t willing to participate in, or crushed to death) was a deep sense of sadness for the people. Their spiritual hunger was so evident, their religious fervour apparent, but there’s no one listening, no hope for them.
I’m reminded of Isaiah 46. Here are some excerpts: Their idols are borne by beasts of burden. The images that are carried about are burdensome, a burden for the weary... I[God] have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you... They lift [their god] to their shoulders and carry it; they set it up in its place, and there it stands. From that spot it cannot move. Though one cries out to it, it does not answer; it cannot save him from his troubles... I am God, and there is no other; I am God, and there is none like me. I make known the end from the beginning, from ancient times, what is still to come. I say: My purpose will stand, and I will do all that I please... What I have said, that will I bring about; what I have planned, that will I do.
Oh that these hungry people might meet the Living God!

It Ain't Half Hot Mum

Not the most politically correct start to a blog but a correct statement in any case: today the temperature hit a thermometer busting 101 degrees, but 110 degrees on the heat index (that’s when humidity is taken into account). It is too hot to do anything in the afternoon other than sit in the cool until the sun goes down.

In spite of the debilitating heat (which is due to hit 105 by the weekend) we were ferried off to see yet another project and I have to say this is getting a little monotonous. It has been exciting to see the amazing work being done here in the name of Christ and the tremendous harvest that is taking place, but you can only hear the same story three or four times over for it to get a little tired. My observation is that many were feeling the same today as several eyes started to close and heads started to nod as we sat and listened in a small apartment in Kolkata.

Pastor Asis, Pastor Sutil and Stuart Murray-Williams

Nevertheless there is always a different spin on the story as I experienced today listening to Pastor Sutil, head of Concern and Compassion, a church planting and children’s ministry. Concern and Compassion’s model is to hold a medical camp in a village, to which clinicians donate their time, deal with the physical needs of people in the name of Christ, and then send in a small team of evangelists to live for a while amongst the people making relationships and sharing the good news. This model came about as a result of Pastor Sutil’s own experience when visiting a village early in his ministry: He met a pregnant woman as he got off of the boat, that woman was in labour and had been waiting for the boat for some time, what faced her was a 2 hour boat journey back to the mainland and then an hour by road to the hospital. Sutil prayed for God to help the people of the islands - of which there are over a hundred in this area – even praying for one of his children to study as a doctor so that he could dedicate them to the area. And that is what struck me, to be willing to dedicate a child to the work of God. Although I guess this is cultural – you are expected to listen to your parents and do what they tell you – it also felt very spiritual and biblical. It reminded of me of Hannah who in her joy and to give thanks at the birth of her son, Samuel, gave him to the temple where he would live and serve God always (1 Samuel 1:22). The faith of Sutil is an example of the faith of the Christians of India; he wanted to help the island people so much, he demonstrated the love of Christ so perfectly, that he would give up a child to serve God in this way. The heat may be debilitating, but the faith is inspiring.

Pastors from the Concern & Compassion Team

 

 

 

 

Sunday 15 April 2012

Stop Doubting and Believe

“Sing to the LORD a new song; sing to the LORD, all the earth. Sing to the LORD, praise his name; proclaim his salvation day after day. Declare his glory among the nations, his marvellous deeds among all peoples.” (Psalm 96:103) Today the team broke up to attend different church services around Kolkata, four of the chaps (Myself, Paul, Peter and Mike) were asked to lead the service at the Big Life Ministry’s church. The theme of the service was Stop Doubting and Believe and we used the text from John 20:19-29 about Doubting Thomas. To bring us to worship we used Psalm 96 and we did exactly what this Psalm said; we “declared his glory among the nations” - of England and India that is. It was very liberating being given a free hand, and it was also a real blessing being part of this small team. Never having really worked together before we seemed to come together in worship, prayer, word and praise. The presence of the spirit was palpable and the joy of the Lord was in our hearts and this seemed to spill over to the congregation. I think it might have been a little louder and livelier than normal – even for this lively church - but if success can be measured by response, then I think we honoured God today as many people were moved by the Spirit to respond to the “altar call”, with several asking for prayer afterwards. It was a real blessing to be part of something so special, so spiritual, so joyful. Sorry there are lots of superlatives in today’s blog but I am still buzzing from this wonderful time.

Post service the leadership of Big Life get together for lunch at a Sikkim restaurant (an area that is in North East India) and we joined them for a time of food and fellowship. It is something else I shall take back to England, with our busy lives when we all dart about from one thing to the next, it is important that the leadership team have a time to share together. At SHBC we do this quite regularly, but lunch after the Sunday service sounds an excellent way to fellowship with our families as well, after all, we are part of the family of God and need to make sure we behave like it.

I have made many friends whilst being in India, especially Kim and Sutil who are both very charming and funny. Whilst the theological discussions were taking place on the other table (which is unusual for Paul and Peter – sorry chaps!!!) Mike and I were laughing and joking with Kim, Sutil, Gillian (Benjamin’s wife) and the rest of the team. What a wonderful day!

P.S. Having had a break between blogging and posting the blog on the website the Lord brought something else back to mind which, I am ashamed to say, I forgot. It was a blot on an otherwise joyous landscape. When we left the church today and gathered to get into the various cars that would take us to the restaurant a small naked boy, who was probably not 2 years old, walked down the street through our group. The boy was sobbing his little heart out, crying for his mummy…..it was a sad reflection on the way some people in Kolkata live; the streets people often leave their children at the mat or pile of rotten, dirty cloths that represent home, to go and do something, somewhere else. Two of the ladies from Big Life picked up the boy and took him back up the street where a community of street-people were living, and after short while deposited the child and returned. The value of life in this place is often zero and this is such a shock to me every time I see it. I am grateful for the projects that hold these people, especially the children, close to their hearts. But there seems so an enormous amount of work to do, amongst a huge amount of hopelessness and deprivation. As I have been reminded so often by people here; "The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few.” (Matthew 9:37), but in Luke 10:2 it continues; “Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.” Join with me asking the Lord of the harvest to send workers to this place of need, but where the harvest is ripe.

 

 

Saturday 14 April 2012

A vision of hell?

Not the brightest way to start a blog I know but appropriate!

Today we decided to go and visit the Hindu temple that is dedicated to Kali, the goddess of death. Why go there you may ask? Well one of the students felt that his “God Appointment“ was there and felt strongly about going there and praying. What made today’s visit more interesting was the fact that it was Bengali New Year so the place was heaving.

Kali Temple

The bright temple is situated amongst the filth, detritus and rubbish that is often seen Kolkata and surrounded by many stall’s selling things to be used as gifts for the goddess. Being conspicuous we were whisked away by a Brahmin chap (Brahmin’s are the priestly caste of Hindu’s) and taken into the temple courts. We waited there whilst some of our party went into the temple and the spiritual atmosphere was oppressive. I prayed the Lord’s prayer, recited Psalm 23 and prayed some more, it wasn’t that I was scared it was just that it wasn’t very nice. This was in spite of the life that was going on around us, people eating, chatting, cooking, buying things. To me it gave me some impression of what the temple in Jerusalem would have been like, particularly when we saw them butchering a freshly slaughtered goat in the corner. Amongst all this something quite amazing happened that demonstrated the presence of the one true God amongst us; whilst waiting for the rest of our party to arrive five of us stood in a small group praying. I noticed a girl of about fourteen carrying a small child and pestering all the adherents for money. My immediate thought was that we were next as being obviously western we are always the target for beggars, because of this I called out to God with a kind of “not again” prayer. What happened next was pretty amazing, the girl walked around us, stood right next to me, but it was if she couldn’t see us there, I had a vision of a barrier covering our group completely. She then walked away to another part of the temple.

In our reflection time tonight someone said it was like a vision of hell and I think that sums it up. This colourful beautiful temple in the middle of all this detritus, with people clambering in the temple to get their prayers answered (as reported by someone who went in the temple), but all of them without hope. We prayed for some time tonight, that those we saw at the temple would find the truth. Please join us in that prayer.

Next to the temple and in the same complex is a drab but quite impressive structure that housed Mother Theresa’s hospice for the sick and dying, it is not operational as it is being refurbished, but still it was amazing to see this icon of hope and joy, with it’s crucifix on top, standing next to a place of hopelessness and fear. It was also quite poignant to see an elderly couple sleeping on the steps of this building, waiting with a hope that wasn’t forlorn, outside a place that knew sickness and death but also knew the love and mercy of God.

Mother Theresa’s Hospice